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at 6:55 PM

I am damn angry ! Finally understand why xiyun say she's gonna hate leeteuk ! Of course i am only angry But i dont hate him ! :D

The reason is because :


He chose Sora and ParkRan ! How bout EUNHYE ?! What are you doing?You should give the rose to eunhye but not sora ! GRRR !! Fedup ! I was like WAAAAA ~ when i was watching that ~!


Okays, I came across a video with the link to a blog.
Then i saw the title : [message] Message from Son JaeHee's Dad to Leeteuk

Then i saw Leeteuk's name.. It wrote there If you dont know the girl read here. I went to read it and it ended up at Sj-World !
I read it and tears beagn to form in my eye ):
This girl,she was just small ,my age? Diagnosed with a brain tumour. She got surgery twice, and had to go through the strenuous process of chemotherapy (anti-tumour treatment) ten times to get through it.
It wrote that she love watching star king because kang ho dong made her laugh !It's truee..He made me laugh too !
when she was 10,On her birthday,she diagnose with this illness.Imagine,It was on her birthday.. A day which everyone wants to be happy !
On january, leeteuk cleared his schedule and went to visit her.. He held her hand tightly too and he gave her a sj-H disc.
Then she got better last year.the doctors said she had from three months up to only one year left to live, but she fought for three more years.. she was able to sing again, and meet a lot of great people who showered her with love. Especially, she was able to spend time with her family, who never left her side. So, while this is terribly sad news, although her life was short she accomplished a lot, made one of her dreams come true, and proved everyone that she had great strength.

Her dad wrote something to leeteuk..
Her dad said that he sent a message to leeteuk and teuk replied with somethings with thiss:and he said that Jaehee went to a better place.

Then at the top of the post,They stated that two of leeteuk's recent entries..
Which said that :


..This pointless [useless] loneliness makes me more lonely..
..This pointless [useless] lonesomeness makes me more lonesome..
..This pointless [useless] longing makes me fall into a deeper longing..
..This thing called emotion, I don't want to feel it anymore..
..I long so much..so lonely..so lonesome..
..sometimes..
..I want to lean too..
..but still I....... think I will become stronger...

and

..My head hurts..
..I'm just familiar with this mood...damn..
..Why am I like this..

Although to my thinking there's no link.. But if i think about it there is !

She just 13 year old and she has died. Probably she may be studying or playing right now if she doesnt has this illness..And me sitting her :p

Touching ~

Got some lines from :Sj-world

[edited~ Added the photo above.. Photo taken from his post]

I am not going to school tomorrow ~ Appointment :D